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Thursday, 28 August 2008

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    Such Great Heights
    By The Postal Service
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    August 27th, 2008

        so, this has been one, how shall I put this, hmm, eventful summer. It has been far better than any other summer. I don't know if its because of the people I've met, the music I've been listening too, the man in my life, or maybe its the fact that I've grown up a bit more. Im not exactly sure, but all I really know is, well, I guess its just how happy I am. Like sure there were a few things that I didn't get to do but its nothing to get bummed out about because there's always next summer I guess[[Like my Epic Adventure =D]]. But yeah, this summer I met someone just absolutely wonderful and he just makes me feel good about myself. Its nice to have someone who likes to hear what I have to say, someone who loves every inch of my body, someone who's willing to drop everything just to see me. I think that I may actually be falling for this boy, but who knows. We're still young and we still have yet to live our lives. We're still kids and we have so much more to see. We all do, so stop with this maturity crap. It gets old. Like seriously, why do people try to act older than they really are, we have the rest of our lives to grow up because once you do you cant go back. Quit trying to do so many things at once and just chill, take life in, and just take a breather. Everybody just wants to find a job and fall in love and all this other crap, and all they do is search and search and search and they're to busy do that. They don't realize that sometimes all they need is right under their nose. Sometimes they best things in life are right there in front of you, but you all don't see it because your all to busy fooling around with things that aren't important. I seriously don't get why kids want to work their lives away already. I love being able to chill all day and just be a teenager and being able to live my life. Its wonderful.

Sunday, 06 April 2008

  • Narwhal vs Snail (6:06:37 PM): I see
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:07:12 PM): im kind of in the same prediciment right now
    Lavalamp6721 (6:07:33 PM): howso?
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:10:10 PM): I have a boy friend now and I really like him. I would love to say that I love this boy. But Its either the fact that I do love this boy that Im afraid of or the fact that I maybe lying to myself.
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:10:20 PM): I feel silly now
    Lavalamp6721 (6:10:34 PM): =)
    Lavalamp6721 (6:10:41 PM): thats sweet
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:10:46 PM): how?
    Lavalamp6721 (6:10:50 PM): caaaaaayyyyyylleb
    Lavalamp6721 (6:10:55 PM): that you love him
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:11:05 PM): uh huh?
    Lavalamp6721 (6:11:40 PM): are you still disenchanted with the word love because your waiting for "true love" to reveal itself to you?
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:12:29 PM): I honestly dont know
    Lavalamp6721 (6:13:17 PM): maybe you should define love for yourself and enjoy what you have instead of worrying what it is?
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:13:57 PM): but I dont really know what love is
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:14:04 PM): so how can I define it?
    Lavalamp6721 (6:15:55 PM): nobody knows what love really is. it would sound reeeaaaaally silly if someone was to tell you "love is...blah blah one thing not another". give it your own meaning, look at your own feelings and how much you care about that boy.
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:16:59 PM): i see
    Narwhal vs Snail (6:19:24 PM): so if I were to to say that if you are willing to give everything up for someone, willing to die, willing to even leave this person if it happens to come to that, willing to overcome the major differences to be with this person, willing to betray your parents, friends, and beliefs just to be with this one person. Then does that mean love?
    Lavalamp6721 (6:20:02 PM): i'd say it does.
    Lavalamp6721 (6:20:53 PM): even if part of you says its infatuation, somewhere in you is someone deeply in love with this guy. people aren't one dimensional.

Wednesday, 02 April 2008

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    Love Like This [Vinyl]
    By Natasha Bedingfield
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    belyaC<3's acisseJ

    For once. A boy who really does love me like I love him. It makes me happy. He makes me happy. Like all the emotions that he makes me feel, its crazy. And when he kisses me I just never want to stop. Or when he holds me I sit there and wish that he never lets go. So tonight we were playing the question game and here's the best part of that entire conversation.

    She Will Kill ( For Your Love)  says:
    =]
    okay
    so
    why do you like me?
    XxC a y l e bcrushedxX[Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth] says:
    many reasons.
    your cute, funny, nice, open minded, your not afraid to be yourself, and IM not afraid to be myself around you. i just feel overall comfortable around you
    why do you like me?
    She Will Kill ( For Your Love)   says:
    lets see
    your absolutly adorable, sweet, kind, silly, and I can so totally be myself. around you. You make me feel happy. You make it as though happiness doesnt really come with a price. I know you'll love me even when I look or act my worse and you give me the feeling like you'll always be there for me. And you act like you dont really care about the person who I used to be, you only care about me and who
    I am today

    oh how I love him
    =]


     

Saturday, 29 March 2008

  • Is it really real?

       Okay so love. What a marvelous thing, huh? I want it, you want it, everyone wants it, right? Oh and its such a mystery to us all. But for all those people who like someone or if you're in love or if you love someone, its only because you like they're scent. Yes, they're scent. Its when you finally get a good whiff of them[[They're real scent. Not they're cologne, or soap, etc]] is when you actually know if you are actually attracted or not. But this trick only really works with girls because they are the ones who have a greater reproductive burden or just make it simpler...women have babies. And its all has to do with the males immune system. Female are attracted to the scent of males who are more immunologically different to them. The difference lays in the sequence of more than 100 immune system genes known as the MHC, or the Major Histocompatibility Complex. These genes are code for proteins that help the immune system recognize pathogenes[[a microorganism that causes disease]]. And usually the scent reminds them of their past lovers, which suggests that this does affect a woman's dating decisions in real life. Like seriously,  one day just tell your lover not to wear any cologne,  scented aftershave, scented soap, basically nothing with a scent so that you can smell what they really smell like and see how you feel and see if this scent make you feel safe and turned on at the same time? Or if it just makes you want to sit there and be like, "...ew"? Women subconsciously do this scent thing because they want children who are more disease-resistant because with the more immune genes expressed, the less the of a chance the offspring is going to be diseased or becoming diseased. But there is one thing that can affect this. Its the birth control pill.
      
        Birth control makes a woman ovulate less[[obviously]] but this causes a woman's body to think she's pregnant. And since pregnancy is such a vulnerable state for a woman, it activates a preference for family or people who are just genetically similar to them and who will serve as a protector. In other words it makes it so that females are more attracted to males who have a similar MHC[[its like marrying your cousins]]. So basically, when women are in a relationship with a man when they're on the pill and when stops taking it, her smell preferences go back to normal and then she may not be attracted to that person anymore because of the lack of difference. And this could cause fertility problems and weaker children. So if you're looking for a man to be the father of your child, make sure that you go off the pill first and then start your search.

        But according to a study, the pill can affect men too. Research shows that men are more attracted to females who are off the pill rather than on. This experiment was took place at an erotic dance club. It showed that non-pill dancers made about 50% more tips than dicers who were taking an oral contraceptives. In other words, women who were on the pill were two-thirds less attractive than women who weren't. The biggest earners were the non-pill users who were ovulating. Other studies have show that men are attracted to women at their most fertile point in their menstrual cycle. We're not exactly sure why this happens though. It could be a shift in their psychology, their tone of voice, or the kinds of pheromones the women is releasing.



Sunday, 17 February 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Give Up
    By The Postal Service
    Suck Great Heights
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    acisseJ <3's xaM

    Could I really be falling for him? Its odd becasue I went for so long with out feeling anything for a boy and then when he came around it was like BAM....like I got hit with a bus. I actually think that this boy actually cares for me and thats a hard thing for me to find. It makes me feel really humble but at the same time I feel like im at the top of the world. Like what kind of feeling is this? I get the giggles and butterflies like a little schoolgirl but I think about it so intensly like a married woman. Why is this just happening now? Like why couldnt he have popped up before. Like I met him over the summer nad he was just a friend, then he ended up being in my french class...and still nothing happened but when it came to a show I guess thats when it started. Like we were actually talking for such a long time and I just started to realize how much of an amazing person he is. Even though we both have our feet planted of the ground.....our heads are in the clouds..... and each time he kisses me its like he's taking me to the stars.

    One thing I know for sure is that he actually likes me back.

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